tamnhed

"Days goes by, but memories stay put"
That is so right.

I have no idea of what I'm going to write, all I know is that I want everything to like it used to be. Am I the same person? Offcourse not! But sometimes I wish I were. I do not know how I have changed, I just know that I have. Don't even know if I've turned info a person that people just easier dislikes?
Where is the strong me? Where's she who encourage everybody else to be more positivt? Where's the girl who didn't care what other people thought of her? She's gone!
I'm constantly trying to succeed, but in a way it does never work. Want to concentrate on school, but there's no energy left for it.

Getting irritated for nothing, tired all the time.. All I do look forward to each week is the dance lessions, nothing else.

One moment happy and the other sad and empty, why?

Is it gonna be like this from now on? Is it gonna change? Am I always going to be the lonley one?


~ Non ho mai sentito cosí solo ~